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Dear beautiful followers,
So I have a lot of followers who I actually know so I have decided to make a new blog. It’s nothing against you it’s just that before I didn’t post anything that actually meant anything to me and now I post personal things. If you don’t know me in real life then most likely I will follow you again so it’s all good. But to those people I know it is nothing against you but I don’t want you to judge me on what I feel at certain moments in my life. Thanks!
And now my day has been ruined
Because all I can think about is when my friend told me how she loves the random hole in my wall, I know she wants a story but I’m not going to tell her that my mom once got so frustrated at my brother that she kicked the wall hard enough to make a hole in it. And that reminds me of the time I pissed her off so much that she punched the wall and there was a huge hole in it for ever. And today I was even scared that my friends might have stopped by my house when my dad was outside because he would have been all mad……. It’s hard to feel think that anyone will love you when you don’t feel like your own parents do sometimes…. I don’t want to be like them when I get older.
Today was amazing
I started off by not having to go see the therapist! SCORE! Normally I’m fine with it but I wasn’t in the mood and I got to sleep in! Then I had a lovely afternoon with my mom. After that I played ultimate frisbee for the first time, I’m awful, and my friends, who I was playing with, and I went to McDonalds. We made the last supper and just enjoyed each others company for a while and then my friend Natalie and I went to my house. We decided my house was boring so we went to caribou and talked. Then we walked aimlessly for forever and made pizza and cookies. We annoyed the shit out of 2 of our friends, SORRY KATHLEEN AND DIES I LOVE YOU 2! Then we played Mario kart and we se amazing. Today life was good. So next time I have any doubts I can think about today and smile a little.
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Turns out I had a better night then I thought
So I didn’t go to guard BUT I had hot cocoa with Eleanor, Kristie, Dies and Kathleen. It was really nice to just get away from everything and just to hang out with my best friends. It wasn’t even a long period of time but it was enough to get my mind off of my problems at home. Thanks guys.
My mom is the killer of happiness
So today my mom told me to clean up my room or I wasn’t allowed to go to guard plus I couldnt go to hot cocoa with my friends if I didn’t finish my laundry. Well it was impossible to finish my laundry before guard and I thought that I had a reasonable mother so I was like get as much as you can done and she’ll let you go. Thought wrong she said it all had to be folded and put away in order to go, doesn’t matter if it is impossible or not. Then I cleaned up my room like she asked but for some reason even though it is PERFECTLY CLEAN, the only things on the floor are what I need for tomorrow, it isn’t good enough, so I can’t go to guard. So thanks mom, thanks for taking away what makes me happy, thanks for taking away the thing that made me think “hey maybe life isn’t all THAT bad” and you may all think I’m crazy, it’s just one practice and one time out with friends, but I havnt had real friends like they are ever and every time I can’t see them it makes me cry so thanks mom thanks for fucking my life over.
